Wednesday, 21 December 2011

A Year ago Today

…………… I lost my mum and …………….. I’m still so very, very sad.  I’m still on the side of that invisible assault wall where you feel  agonising sorrow for what you  have lost.  On the other side of the wall I’m told you feel intense joy at what you had but ……. how to get over???!!!

Anyway, special memories today of my mum ……………

                                St-Davids-Day-daffodils-007                 dragon



  1. My heart goes out to you. I think one day you just realise that you're over that wall without noticing how you did it. I lost my mum just a month ago so still at the is-it-real stage and I can't even see the wall yet. One day I'll find myself on the other side of it though, just as you will one day soon. Keep climbing!

  2. Our best wishes and thoughts are with you - it is so hard

  3. It will come, you have started to remember the good bits rather than the bad and that is the beginning. I am still sad about my Dad and that was 26years ago!
    See you next week xxxxx

  4. Thank you all for your kind words and thoughts. When you wallow in moments of personal emotion you might think you are all alone ... how wrong you are!! xxoo